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contemplating my opinions

2010-01-20T20:46:00.000-08:00

Mood: Hyperventilated.
Listening to: Immortal Technique; Dance with the Devil, Harlem Streets, You Know. Consquence by The Notwist.
Reading: Tempted by P.C & Kristin Cast // Dark Visions.
Watching: Blood: The Last Vampire.
Playing: /
Eating: /
Drinking: Water.

Supsup?! Sorry, I've been absent. Sorry for all of these apologies...haha. Annoying much? Okaokayokay. I fixed up my hair so now it actually looks decent. No more 30-inch roots and split ends. Let's just say I hit my breaking point and I didn't care about anything.

A better look 'cause my webcam succkks;

My birthday is tomorrow! It sure doesn't feel like it. D: Some thoughts on what I should get? Here's my ideas:

1) iPod Touch (preferably 32GB)

2) Guitar Hero 5

3) Chanel Logo Shirt

4)Gucci Round-Sunglasses

5) Nirvana Box Set

Yeah, I have no idea what to ask for. Geez. ;/ Oh btw, has anyone been to the theatres lately? I really want to go see some movies! All the movies I NEED to see:

1) Youth in Revolt

2) When in Rome

3) Brothers

4) The Lovely Bones

5) Sherlock Holmes

Yessir. All the ones I NEED to see. It's about 1:35 AM and I'm stressed out. I've been through a lot in the pass 2 days. Geez. I need to go to sleep. D: I've been holding off on this blog for too long. But now I'm tired and I've drunk too much water. D:

Well, pcee! I'll update you guys soon.

-Maddi.

hi, 2010, how are you today?

2010-01-03T20:18:00.000-08:00

Mood: Fueled.
Listening to: Consquences by The Notwist.
Reading: Tempted by P.C & Kristin Cast.
Watching: Push, St. Trinians.
Playing: Fable II on xbox 360.
Eating: /
Drinking: Pepsi. D:

Sorry for the lack of posting lately. How was everyone's Christmas and New Years? I go back to school on Wednesday so I'm trying to spend all my time with friends and what not. Shopping, transforming etc. What did you guys get for Christmas? I got some pretty fly stuff - check it;

A Dell Laptop

XBOX 360 Elite

Fable II *just beat it a half an hour ago XD*

New Moon Soundtrack; Alexandre Desplat Version

I'm pretty happy with my gifts this year. (: Plus, my birthday is coming up on February 2nd so yayy! :D I'm excited. What's on my list? Just a couple of things...

Guitar Hero 5

Anthing with LEATHER or STUDS

And more I probably can't think of haha. But those are the mains right now. Oh and some new hair extensions! I need some...D: So how was everyone's New Years? My New Years Eve was kind of a fail but whatever. My New Years Resolution is complicated. Basically, here it is;

1) Steal from a Celebrity; Preferably Lil' Wayne. 'Cause he gotz money.

2) Go to Toronto; I need to visit their more often because it's basically one of the biggest cities in Canada // love the shopping experience.

3) Win a bet on the NBA Boston Celtics; Don't even ask me why.

4) Win a hockey game against someone; .....

5) Get a tan; People call me cocaine white. Not cool.

6) See a Comedian LIVE; Pleeaaasseeee Dave Chapelle!

I love making lists. It's one of my favorite things to do! :D Okay...hm, what else. Well, yesterday I went shopping look at my items;

MAC Eyebrow Pencil

MAC False Eyelashes

Maybelline Unstopabble Eyeliner

I posted a lot of deviant photos tooo so check them out! :) Here's some;

Then I posted some self-portraits with minimal editing because my laptop broke and I had to wait until I got my dell so I was stuck with my mom's computer and her crappy Adobe CS Elements. >___> But I got my dell so watch out for more updates! Shooting tomorrow with SkylineCity.

'Kay and basically I've joined the club and now am actually updating flickr! My flickr is mmmadddiii. Hahahaha ;P But my flickr is only for my photojournalism, in which I will update you with on my blog too. (: Good job, eh? Here's some of my photojournalism;

Well, that's it. :) I know I haven't updated in awhile but hopefully this REALLY long blog post will make up for it. I will try to post once every week...or maybe even more...but I can't promise anything / don't want to jinx it.

Peaaace <3,

Maddi.

crimp hair and OJ

2009-11-19T15:48:00.000-08:00

Mood: Weak.
Listening to: Elephant Woman by Blonde Redhead / Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron & Wine.
Reading: Hit and Run by Lurlene McDaniel.
Watching: Two and a Half Men / Hard Candy.
Playing: /
Eating: /
Drinking: OJ.

My obsessions right now:

Spandex Pants (w/ long leg at the bottom)

Ellen Page's indie movies

Angus T. Jones (2009 edition)

Studs

Ian Somerhalder [<3]

Psychological-thrillers

(: that's seriously what I'm into right now.
Oh and writing stories, but that's always been a hobby, haha.
everyone excited for new moon?
I'm going tomorrow! haha.

~Maddi/Creeden.

salt and pepper shakers.

2009-11-15T16:15:00.000-08:00

Mood: Content.
Listening to: Flyleaf's Memonto Mori / Again, Chasm, Arise, Circle, In the Dark.
Reading: /-.- nothing.
Watching: Family Guy / My Bloody Valentine.
Playing: Wii.
Eating: Salad and potatoes.
Drinking: Juice.

I finally got my liquid eyeliner today! :D I am so happy about it. But I only had $10 so I had to get Annabelle's felt-tip liquid eyeliner. Pretty basic. :P

I'm really obsessed with Friends and Family Guy (? wtf I know) right now. More Family Guy and South Park but I've always loved South Park. xP I know it's weird but I always for some reason has had a huge crush on Brian the family dog. D: I know, I know. But he's cute for a smart, animated-talking dog, right?

and then of course Stewie's so cute. But he could just be like my best friend / I'll be his sidekick to kill Lewis (I don't like her, Brian likes her).

I went shopping with my friend (without money because earlier on I went to Shoppers with my mom so I could buy some eyeliner) so I could help her buy some Christmas presents. She bought mine with me, yes! Now I can just focus on buying Christmas presents instead of buying it... <3 I've wanted it for a bit now. But you know what sucks? She's not giving it to me until Christmas.

Tegan and Sara's new album SAINTHOOD! :D:D:D

Here are some albums I'm ('ve) dying to buy:

Jennifer's Body Soundtrack

Disturbia Soundtrack (I've wanted it for years)

Black Kids' - Partie Traumatic

Paramore's - Brand New Eyes

That's it. Haha. I really want to rent Haunting of Connecticut. I think I'm going to, soon. Like after I finish this blog. Which is now. xP Have you noticed that I've been blogging everyday? I think it's because I haven't really left the house this weekend due to my sickness. D: ugh. Well, hope everyone had a great weekend!

-Maddi/Creeden.

I once put barbacue sauce on my toast.

2009-11-14T17:30:00.000-08:00

Mood: Sick :( (and hungry).
Listening to: Flyleaf's Memonto Mori / Again, Chasm, Arise, Circle, In the Dark. (it's a great album and I'm usually not a fan of Flyleaf).
Reading: -.- nothing.
Watching: Family Guy.
Playing: /
Eating: Nothing. x_x
Drinking: Water.

Can I just say that I am STARVING!? Like this hunger will never go away until I have some crappy meal from Wendys. And I can't stop obsessing over make-up items I don't have, like these;

Lancome Fatale Mascara

MAC Cherry Red Lipstick (even though it probably doesn't even look good on me XP)

Shu Uemura False Eyelashes

GOSH's Let's Twist Waterproff Eyeliner (in Kamikaze)

GOSH's Extreme Art Eyeliners (turquoise blue)

and please just any liquid eyeliner. I don't have any. :( fml. And can I just say the whole see-through top thing with a black bra underneath is genius. (: It's so different I love it. I was very close to getting a see-through black long-sleeved for my black bra but I bought this teal blue studded-party shirt. It's pretty rad. But I'm going to have to go back and get the top!

ugh I want to watch Family Guy, South Park or Friends. you pick. :P haha. well, I'm oughtiee I'm going to get some water because frankly I'm sick of green tea and we have no orange juice. :(

november 13th

2009-11-13T10:19:00.001-08:00

Mood: Sick :(
Listening to: Paramore (Misguided Ghosts), Paramore (I Caught Myself), Paramore (Decode).
Reading: &__& hopefully reading Tempted by P.C Cast & Kristen Cast.
Watching: Friends (tv show).
Playing: /
Eating: Homemade chicken noodle soup!
Drinking: Neo-citrine, OJ and ginger ale.

This looks so like we own our own TV show (reality show):

So how is everybody? I'm sick. Again. I don't know how I keep on getting infected. Fml. I seriously had the flu/fever thing last week and now somehow I get it right after a great Rememberance Day? How the hell does that happen? I swear to the buddhas I am an alien. D:

Some things I NEED to buy right now:

(Lime) Green Hair Dye / White Blonde Bleach

MAC's Penultimate Liquid Eyeliner

Friends (seasons 7-10)

Aldo Handbags

Faux Fur Vests

I'm really craving a Starbucks Caramel Macchiato. I've never even had one before but I seen a picture of one and now I really want to try one.

And what I really need for Christmas (like REALLY need):

iPod Touch (32GB)

Dell Laptop

Fur Moccasins

A Kickass Le Chateau Leather Jacket

&und that's about it. I just felt like I'd list a bunch of things because I don't feel like blogging about anything else. haha. (:

well pceehomes.
~Maddi/Creeden

november 9th

2009-11-09T14:43:00.000-08:00

Mood: Artistic ^_^
Listening to: Twilight/Jennifer's Body soundtracks. / Paramore's Brand New Eyes. / The Postal Service (Sleeping In), Jonatha Brooke (What You Don't Know).
Reading: Killing Britney by Sean Olin.
Watching: I Love You, Beth Cooper (movie), Friends (tv show).
Playing: /
Eating: Ham&Cheese sandwich.
Drinking: Coca-cola.

Okay. It's been awhile but I am going to try make it a habit to blog a lot and I'm just going to freestyle it and go on about random stuff I want to write about instead of writing about stuff that is stuff I don't want to write about. XP If that made any sense...

How was everyone's regular two-day weekend? Mine was fine but I had a much bigger plan that was demolished a couple days earlier when I got sick. Yes, I had the swine influenza last week. Psh. -.- Man was I getting tired of asking if it was H1N1. :( God. Anyways, my weekend was fine. I usually spent it craving on some kind of food / watching what I eat / watching movies / cleaning. I went to my friend Mychaela's on Saturday so we could go to a boy's hockey game today (yummm!). Hockey is such a drag when it lasts sooo long...like 20 minutes a period?! Who thought of this?!

How was everyone's Halloween? Mine was...alright. It definitely could have been wayyyyyyyyyy better. This is what I did for Halloween (Halloween week):

1) Halloween Dance (obv)

2) My Dad Got Married (wtf, I know)!

Oh and I also went to a concert! (: Free tickets of course I wouldn't have went to a Mariana's Trench/The New Cities/The Mission District/Carly Rae Jepsen and have actually payed haha.

I keep on craving a lot of food and I'm not pregnant. -.- Seriously I can't stop craving...

Manchu Wok (Chinese food) / Ginger Chicken

Cheese Pizza

Mini Caramilk Halloween bars

Saucy Ribs

I know a lot of white foods and then random Chinese food. Haha. (: Well, that's all that I'm going to say for now. I will probably do some editing to this blog later because I still need show you some deviant photos I've been posting and some drafts. (: Pce for now homedawg.

oct. 19th

2009-10-11T13:22:00.000-07:00

Mood: D:
Listening to: Jennifer's Body soundtrack, Black Kids.
Reading: Wicked Lovely.
Watching: MOVIES; Jennifer's Body.

22 days without blogging. Wow.

So last weekend (well its Monday) went pretty smoothly. I finally seen Jennifer's Body! One word: empowering. In the weirdest way. It looks like one of those really stupid movies but it was actually pretty awesome and very comedic. I suggest it and there was a great soundtrack! x]

My friend's birthday party was very cute and it was also last weekend. It's pretty fun and all my friends gained a lot of quotes from it.

A lot has been going on and today has literally been the best Monday, ever! I really don't want to elaborate on it because I've explained it to a lot of different people so let's just say I had pretty awesome day.

Asian dramas have been put to the stop. But that's all there is to it right now! I promise an update at the end of the week! Promise!

september 28th

2009-09-28T12:50:00.000-07:00

Mood: Getting better.
Listening to: Placebo's Without You I'm Nothing, The Used's Artwork.
Reading: Chosen by P.C Cast.
Watching: SHOWS; Model Search. MOVIES; Miss March.

Hey noona's and oppa's! Look I'm actually posting! (; Okay a lot of topics to discuss.

Jaebeom<3; I would've touched this topic A LONG TIME AGO when it happened but I guess I didn't so here I am. As you know the lovely, beautiful, amazing Jaebeom / Jay Park from kpop band 2PM - LEFT. Why? All because those motherfkin' neitzens! I swear to God they think they're all innocent but their really MEAN. I'm really not in the mood to explain WHY, so if you're really interested go here immediately! D: He's in Seattle, Washington now. JAEBEOM (now I should be saying Jay Park) FIGHTING!

Sorry for the huge photo! <3 I really like Jaebeom.

On good news! I finally just finished downloading iTunes! I know, I know...WHY DIDN'T YOU HAVE ITUNES?! I had to delete it because of lack of space but now I'm rocking it until I get a new laptop/computer, THIS YEAR. Which I talked into my dad in getting me for my grad present. Ideally, I want these; (and I won't settle for anything less)

or

I also need to go shopping for some much needed accessories. I was going to this weekend but I got sick so that prevented me from anything. I've been wanting these for awhile and I know where to get them: (cute or what?) I think they belong with me.

Plus I REALLY need liquid eyeliner and I'm thinking this...(I love MAC and their eyeliner but I don't like their colored mascara) but I'm going to go for felt tip;

Hm...what else is there? So what is on everybody's playlists? I usually don't find new bands unless I'm MySpacing' around or watching mtv or music channels. I usually just end up looking back on my (ITUNES<3 NOW) ~~Windows Media Player~~ finding old bands I loved. Currently it's Placebo's old album 'Without You I'm Nothing.' It's pretty great. (: And of course, everybody knows me as "The Used's BIGGEST FAN EVER" so their new album 'Artwork.' It's amazing, as expected. My tracking on that right now is Born to Quit, Watered Down, Kissing You Goodbye and On The Cross. The whole album of course but those songs really stick out and - Blood on my Hands. (: They're literally amazing and so is the new album! You have to check it out!

That's all I have!
& I'm very excited for some new Korean dramas coming up!
I'll talk about those in the next blog.

Peace,
~Maddi.

P.S: My art site is up! ARISTOCRACYART.WEBS.COM! <3

september 25th

2009-09-25T18:20:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sick D:
Listening to: The Used, as usual.
Reading: Generation Dead.
Watching: SHOWS; The Vampire Diaries, The Tyra Banks Show, America's Next Top Model.

Noona's and oppa's, I officially fail at life. Last time I blogged was on September 6th and now it's the 25th - basically, I haven't blogged in nineteen days! D< That means I am seriously a failure. :( LOL. Sorry school has done a lot of blocking lately. Between trying to juggle an -A- average and keeping my social life active, blogging has been at the back of my mind. o__o Anyways...here's how the month has been;

I'm really into The Vampire Diaries right now. Every Thursday on CW and for Canadian's - MuchMusic on Friday it's on. I like the CW way better and I want to watch the earliest one so Thursday is my pick! To be more clear, I'm very interested in Ian Somerhalder (♥♥♥♥♥♥). He literally plays the sexiest vampire in history and I am so into how good his acting is I've been flushing every time I think about him. Don't worry I'm a true fan and have seen (or tried) to see all of his works. Even the most notable ones (c'mon we all know about the naked scene with Michelle B). If I ever get killed by a vampire I sure as hell hope it's Ian (Damon in TVD) and not fricken' Robert Pattinson...Ian Somerhalder is a very pretty boy, c'mon (:

He also did a Tyra Banks interview on her show which I've been watching constantly but MISSED IT. I was basically on the verge of tears when I found out that my recorded Tyra version was completely f***ed up. It was on Friday and there was also something going on about High School Hazing which I really wanted to see and I knew I wouldn't be able to watch it so I tivoed it. So on Sunday when I came back home I was so ecstatic to watch it and found out there was only 15 minutes recorded and it was the wrong episode! Furious, I searched through dailymotion, youtube, yahoo videos, google (any video/search engine you can think of) and tyrashow.com BUT NONE HAD IT! I only seen one little clip of the Ian interview and I was so utterly disappointed I was in tears. :( I WILL GET THAT EPISODE!

Other than that school has completely wiped me out and I've been so into the CW shows (Melrose Place, Beautiful Life, America's Next Top Model, The Vampire Diares etc.) everything has taken me out and I just got a cold yesterday. *tears*

No Asian dramas have been watched. :( Meteor Shower has been taken on hold because I can't keep track of things. It's been a stressful month of September but I feel like the stress has been a sign of good accomplishment and I'm quite proud of it actually. My photography site (not deviant art) is finally being in the works.

Only thing left to say is I have been trying to keep up-to-date with my DeviantART and photography and I've updated sometime two weeks ago or last week, so just go to my Deviant (aristocracyart.deviantart.com) and check it out! I would do the whole side-by-side previous photos but Sims finished installing and I haven't played the game in forever. I'm sick now and I actually have an excuse to play it (and blog) LOL.

That's it and I promise I'll blog soon!
Like either Sunday night or Monday evening (around 6-7ish)
I've been pretty into the new season of Gossip Girl too!
Watch it, they're all good shows!
Except most of them are on Wednesday which is NOT GOOD.

Well, peace & love,
~Maddi.

september 6th

2009-09-06T22:10:00.001-07:00

Mood: All of the Above.
Listening to: METRIC <3.
Reading: Poseur by -thegirlwhowrotethe Gossip Girl books.
Watching: MOVIES: Degrassi Goes Hollywood, Friday the 13th, My Boyfriend is a Type B. SHOWS: D<

Wow Noonas & Oppas! .__. I haven't blogged in 11 DAYS, that's definitely insane! A lot of topics to cover I can't really process them all in one blog...I'll try though.

First things first - First Day of school. Well, basically the first day of school started out with a furry, kept it at a light normality and ended with gossip. Since I'm only blogging now school already went through it's first week and two days. How'd they go? Surprisingly, normal. D: I know...what are you saying Maddi Paige? Yes, it was pretty normal. All teenaged-drama was put on a hold until of course the middle of the week hit and the drama I was gossiping about on the first day came and looped in with me. I seem pretty content with it all though. It just seemed pretty annoying at the time but now I could really careless. What was the drama about, you ask? Just facebook drama. I'll clear it up without names:

Apparently - "This girl [me] hacked into this other girl's facebook account and deleted everyone and I'm totally against her."

It was pretty much just like that. It was the worst lie I've ever heard and I just don't really...care. .__. I've just been so hurdled up into getting into this private school next year I'm really out of everything that's happening. Yeah...so that's it about that. Every day after school all I do is sleep, wake up, facebook, sleep again and then take meaningless pictures of myself. All I can say about that. Hm...

...I'm officially starting an online magazine! Maybe. I'm still working on it. All I have right now is a cover, advertisement and interview. I'm naming it ARISTOCRACY* [without the star] because my deviant name is, 'AristocracyART' so why not? Trust me, it still needs A LOT of work. Here's the only sample I can give you (a rough copy of the cover in a jpeg):

More on deviantart...NEW DA PHOTOGRAPHS! I actually finally finished posting those other photographs from the photo shoot in Pense this weekend. I updated today / last night with some new self-portraits as I was trying a more sleepy/peaceful idea. go here to see all featured photography - << Yeah, that's pretty much it! (: Oh! & I also posted my first ever glamour portraits! Go check them out,

A blooper - XD

For Asian drama/movie watching recommendations...none. But I just figured out that the Mainland China - adaptation for 'Boys Over Flowers' has been made and basically all the episodes are out! x__x ACTUALLY, it's loading right now that's why I'm really rushing my blog post so I can watch it. .___. Lol, I know. The only thing more I can really remember from the week is going to the dentist (getting told my name is going to be Maddi Floss Paige because I don't floss) and then the eye doctor to find out my eyes moved down 4 levels (bad thing) so I had to order new glasses. Now? Anxiously awaiting their arrival.

That's it noonas&oppas <3 missed you all but I'm getting tired / really want to watch this Mainland adaptation (Let's Go Watch Meteor Shower). (:

Peaceee!

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-Cinney/Maddi.

august 26th [basically posting this as 27th]

2009-08-26T22:49:00.000-07:00

Mood: Worried.
Listening to: Lydia, Kings of Leon or Birthday Sex by Jeremiah.
Reading: :/
Watching: MOVIES: o__o.

So just a quick blog! School is in exactly 10 hours. I'm so scared! -.- Hm, I wonder why the teachers all hate me? I'll deal. All I've been doing is wearing and sleeping in a kimono.

But today after shopping I purchased new skull candy headphones! (: I'm literally in love! <3 :3

I also finished organizing and cleaning my room and putting up all those posters!

That's about it! Btw, finally finished back-to-school shopping bahaha. Yay!

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~Maddi/Cinney.

august 26th

2009-08-26T01:29:00.000-07:00

Mood: Worried.
Listening to: Birthday Sex by Jeremiah & Lydia's Illuminate album.
Reading: :/
Watching: MOVIES: I Love You - Beth Cooper, He's Just Not That Into You, Post Grad. SHOWS: My Fair Lady.

Oppas & noonas, how's everybody? (: I've been pretty splendid spending my last week in a half left before school starts which is in two days! Thursday! Insane! -.- I'm definitely not excited but life is life. By the way, sorry I've been so out of the buzz it's insane!

So I recently had this two-set photoshoot in the country with my friend/fellow model Sage. (: It worked out great and I've already posted some today. I also finally got a chance to be featured in some of them. Haha they're really good though. Here's some that have already been posted:

Here's a sneak peek at what I was planning to post tonight but I ended up postponing until probably tomorrow:

These are just a preview of many others to come! (:

Then about a good week ago - last week sometime I posted some self-portraits. They were kind of glamor/spontaneous portraits. I just wanted to try it out a bit. I wonder if I succeeded? o__o Hm... Here is one to see more of the set & + to see more of the photos from above go to my deviantart, here!

Aside from all this deviant updating jazz - I've been getting more time to enjoy my summer in the past week. My friend Sonya finally came back last Thursday/Friday! Yay! We decided to go to the movies on Friday and finally chill. We went to see I Love You, Beth Cooper. It was pretty funny but a lot more touchy moments than a comedy should have. Hayden Panittere (sp?) is growing up! I still think she's the cutest thing ever.

We also decided to have a sleepover after and we were kind of broke at the time so we couldn't really afford popcorn (XP) so when we got home we I attempted to make some alfredo. Huge fail. It got steamy. Fire alarm went off. Fire people phoned. Huge fail. =/ Bahaha and we still ate it! It was more like soup though.

I've been going back-to-school shopping for a couple of days already. It's been good. I'm actually supposed to be waking up pretty early ~~tomorrow~~ today at like 5:15 AM to go shopping and it's 2:46 right now. Not cool. But I'll just have to deal. New hair soon? Straight-cut bangs. - but anyways, I was with my friend (model) her DA (deviant) is skylinecity.deviantart.com & she usually models for me for the weekend already and she's actually with me right now (sleeping) we're going together shopping tomorrow. We also went to the movies today & we seen Post Grad! I wasn't expecting it to be that good and actually pretty funny! (: Alexis Bledel is too cute. I remember when I was like 12 or whatever and I didn't like her very much. =/ Well, I do now she is cute and the movie was really good!

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& that's pretty much all I can think about right now.
I'm finally getting to watch "Take Care of Our Young Lady" - "My Fair Lady"! c:
It's totally a winning chapter in my books. haha.
mysoju.com - with subtitles.
Loveletter (the Korean variety show is good too!)
time for bed, love you guys!
btw, I also watched He's Just Not That Into You & enjoyed it! c:

~Cinney/Maddi.

august 18th

2009-08-18T02:17:00.000-07:00

Mood: Upset.
Listening to: .
Reading: Cosmopolitan.
Watching: MOVIES: The Perfect Stranger, Fired Up, Sex in the City.

Noonas & oppas, I'm back! Sorry it's been forever! I don't honestly know why I've been so m.i.a lately. I don't have much to talk about. Now that I think about the past week it's been pretty hectic but not really busy. If you catch my drift...

K-pop/Korean news. c: A couple of topics! G-Dragon's new solo album, finally out! I give it about 3 stars. G-Dragon kind of bothers me either way but I still stick around. I think we were expecting what he gave us - which means he should have worked harder to totally blow our minds. :/ He gave us the same G-Dragon rep except a new punk style to change it up a bit - which in my opinion, didn't work too well. He should focus on being more original and no, I'm not talking about the whole Flo Rida plagiarism. XD That Heartbreaker music video was something else though...

Still on the Big Bang topic, Dae-Sung got hurt in a car accident! >.< I know this isn't new news but I didn't get to say anything about it on my last blog! It's been finalized, he'll be getting surgery on his injuries and will be taking 8 weeks off to recover. D: Good news for him, he finally gets a break from Big Bang for a bit. Bad news for us. >.< Dae-Sung is one of my favorites! He's so cute & he's my favorite dancer of the group. Get well soon, oppa! <3

I haven't been watching ANY Korean dramas or movies lately. :/ I know fail. But call me wrong, I think 'My Fair Lady' is out today! It all depends if I'll see it though because mysoju ends up updating late or whenever they can find the first episode online. I'm thinking of finally watching Shining Inheritance...is it any good?

I recently joined this writing site called 'Mibba' it's for fanfictions and stuff. It's pretty G. xD

Well, nothing much else to elaborate on...next blog should be longer! c:

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btw, I watched Private Valentine.
Omfg. How did I sit through it?
DX

-Cinney.

august 14th

2009-08-13T00:40:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sick DX.
Listening to: Bury Your Head by Saosin.
Reading: High School Debut.
Watching: SHOWS: The World That They Live In, Hello! Miss. MOVIES: My Little Bride, Heartbreak Library.

Oppas and noonas! <3 It's been 6 a whole week since I last blogged! D: Horrible, I know. So here's what's been up;

After much anticipation I sort of got started on my Big Bang fanfction. I don't know why I at least didn't get a chapter done in this whole week since I ended up falling ill. - the flu/cold or something - I only wrote about 3 pages because I've only finally decided every band member's love's stories. I might have to put this off for another week though, sadly. :/ And honestly, I might not blog until Monday or early Tuesday morning. We'll just have to see what happens.

2 huge reasons to go crazy. My most guilty pleasures are coming out...(not the first one haha):

THAT'S RIGHT! MY FAIR LADY/TAKE CARE OF THE YOUNG LADY IS ALMOST HERE!!! Yes, finally! I've never been this excited for a drama to come out since, Smile (a J-drama). Yoon Eun-Hye looks hot and even some more sizzling (can't believe I'm reciting this word) Korean actors I've never heard about. 6 more days!

My guilty pleasure. *please don't tell anyone* In 5 days (a day before My Fair Lady) comes out G-DRAGON'S SOLO ALBUM, 'HEARTBREAKER'! I know, right? So ashamed of liking Big Bang / K-POP when I'm solely based on the indie part of Japan and South Korea. But surprisingly they put some acoustic tune in the song 'Butterfly.' Today (since it's already 2 AM) YG Entertainment will be releasing the full version of Butterfly. Ecstatic? Yes. The album cover art looks pretty cool. But I'm not suire about the whole photoshopped g-dragon thing is working out. DX

So I finally got a new hair color and a new hair cut! Thank the lord! It's now a soft blonde color, yes, I decided to go back to blonde. :D:D:D I'm very happy with it.

I finally finished doing my nails. It was going to be a marble mixture of purple and turquoise. D< I ended up just doing a black color. I'm going to get them done in mid-October because I like doing gel on nails myself. Lmao.

My father and (now officially) step mom are getting married on October 31st, a.k.a Halloween. That day is also my mom's birthday (step but we'll just call her mom #2) so they thought it would be a convenient day for their wedding. It's been pretty hectic during the last week. I've been helping with the wedding invitations and guest list. I'm also going to be a bridesmaid. *dress rehearsal is already next week* Everything has been crazy and it's only mid-August and the wedding is like two and a half months away. LOL. I was supposed to phone a huge list of people figure out everyone's addresses so we can mail out invitations but knowing me (very unreliable) I decide to sleep in and then when I finally wake up I am going to get my hair done. XD So fail for that today. I might tomorrow, if I don't sleep in...but I probably will then go to my dad's business for lunch and then the movies with my friend Logan. She wants to see the Ugly Truth and I want to see Funny People - but we went with my idea...is it pretty funny?

I posted more deviantart photos a couple of days ago. Just more additions to those self-portrait photos. :) Another photoshoot soon. Probably featuring me...

I'm going shopping Saturday (hopefully) just to get some accessories I've wanted for a little while. I need some hair dye so I can dye my extensions (didn't get to today) and I finally seen the commercial for those bump-its hair thingies. I really want one! I seen them at a store and my friend was all like, "I want those." No idea what they were, I didn't show much interest. But basically they're things you can put in your hair to like bump it up instead of using hairspray.

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Okay, I'm really tired. It's already 4 AM.
Probably just going to fall into bed after this.
Lmfaoo!
&btw, I need some Korean drama suggestions!

-Cinney/Maddi.

august 6th

2009-08-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

Mood: Fresh.
Listening to: Goo (Koo) Hye Sun's Love Story.
Reading: High School Debut *hiatus for like a couple of days*.
Watching: SHOWS: Tree of Heaven.

What's up n****'s and o***'s? For those of you who are tired of guessing that saying I put on my last blog I'll finally uncover the meaning. "Noona" and "Oppa." Both of the sayings mean older people. Noona "older sisters, older girls" and Oppa "older brothers, older boys." I find 'oppa' is really cute. But I find it pretty annoying when British/white fan girls mix in the Japanese and Korean subculture together. e.g "Oppa is so Kawaii!" "Kawaii" for those of you who don't know (which should be simply impossible if you're reading a blog of an Asian fanatic) means 'cute' in Japanese. If you're going to say is older bro is cute then do it one language. I'm still going to mix my Korean puns together with English though. XD Okay this was a pretty long intro...anyways,

I finally decided on a new drama after going through a lot of peoples choices for their Korean dramas. I settled on Tree of Heaven! <3 :) :D <3 IT'S BRILLIANT!

Seriously it's probably one of the best Korean dramas, I've ever seen! It's 70 minutes each episode (I know similarities to other K-dramas/Full House) and I probably would've done a daily blog about it but I was so addicted I'm nearly finished it! It only has 10 episodes and I think I know the reason why...although it's incredibly endearing and is very unpredictable it definitely has its twists and it's really sad! D: You'll basically cry almost every episode. I almost couldn't handle all of the tearing. I do recommend it however, be cautious to who you're watching it with - you don't want to be spilling out tears with your metal cousin. DX That was a horrible caution but I guess it could happen? Anyways, it's probably the most amazing drama I've luckily encountered. I might be giving you so much hope you'll hate it after but I think it's weird how it wasn't that much advertised. :/ Okay, I'm probably killing you without the synopsis. Btw, it's a Korean/Japanese drama together. I forgot to mention it because a lot of the first couple of episodes are basically just Japanese haha. Here's the synopsis *from DramaWiki*:

Hana is a bright young girl who lost her father at a young age. When her mother returns to Japan, she comes with her new Korean husband and his son Yunsuh. Yunsuh’s mother died during his 10th birthday and after her death, he becomes autistic. While Hana is fond of her new step-brother, he wants nothing to do with her. When their parents leave on their honeymoon, Hana’s mother leaves the children with her deceased husband’s sister who will manage their inn during the trip. While they are gone, the aunt and her daughter Maya abuse Hana and make plans to sell the inn in order to pay for gambling debts and college. Despite all of this, Hana finds comfort in her brother who begins to open up to her and eventually speaks after his 20th Birthday and the day his mother passed away. Yunsush's mother died on the same day as he was turning 10, 10 years ago. As they start to have feelings for one another, Hana is afraid to love him. She soon leaves with her "senpai", Fujiwara Ryu, who also likes her. Later on, Maya gets jealous, and decides to make Hana's life even more miserable.

I wish there was Wikipedia to give a better description because that only explains three episodes and there is ten and it gets really intense after the three episodes. Plus Lee Wan's acting was incredible <3 he's literally an angel and I can't believe he hasn't been active in acting for a bit. His facial expressions fit every part of him and he even scared me in the beginning. He's supposed to be really mean and whatnot but opens up to Hana blahblahblah.

If I've really gotten you addicted I'll post an MV here. Here is a more accurate MV of Tree of Heaven: WARNING THERE ARE MASSIVE SPOILERS, ESPECIALLY NEAR THE END, I DON'T RECOMMEND GOING PAST THE 4-MINUTE MARK!

0___0 Since it's so sad and I'm almost finished it, I still need more suggestions on which dramas to watch. Here are some suggestions I've picked up from yesterdays search and some I've had for awhile but I haven't picked up on *excluding all movies* - Korean, Japanese -weirdly enough not Taiwanese-:

Hong Gil Dong,
Who are you?,
Hello! Miss,
Anmitsu Hime 1/2 SP,
The World That They Live In,
My Name is Kim Sam Soon.

The ones I've been really picking up on is Hello! Miss, The World That They Live In and My Name Is Kim Sam Soon. These are quite old but memorable dramas, am I right? They're all SURPRISINGLY Korean. -.- Sorry, I don't like to favor but they're really good. Bahaha. xP There was this one special (not drama) Amnitsu Hime 1/2 that was Japanese that I wanted to watch with Inoue Mao and Uchida Asahi! <3 (he's in Tree of Heaven) but he doesn't come into Amnitsu Hime until the second special. Fail. :/ Which ones looks most appealing? I know all three that I suggested are pretty big, especially My Name Is Kim Sam Soon. x[ I think I might watch the special because it's really short and then maybe Hello! Miss? D: It has Lee Da Hae - a lot of *ahem* boys *ahem* people like her so it can't be that bad. 8D Btw I've been keeping active in the K-Pop culture, everyone hear about Yoon Eun-Hye's new drama, Take Care of My Lady and her new photoshoot? It seems pretty stella.

More of K-pop news;; Song Hye Kyo (Gyo) and fellow actor Hyun Bin from 'The World That They Live In' has are officially going out! xD OMFG. It's not a rumor it's official and it has been announced! At least we know there will be more gorgeous looking babies coming from them to share.

Moving a little more me-involved in the Korean culture, I'm glad to say I'm taking apart of Korean's own twitter site. That's right ladies and gentlemen or should I say noona's and oppa's - if you haven't heard of the Korean twitter to get in touch with your favorite celebs (most recently G-Dragon from Big Bang joined and 2NE1 from before) you should now: featuring - ME2DAY.NET A weird title but it doesn't matter. XP It's all in Korean so have fun trying to register and stalk G-Dragon all of you oversees fans/non-Korean fans. I know for all of you crazed fans you'll find a way to register even if you can't translate Hangul. Like I did, add me: http://me2day.net/maddi I even got my own name as the username (it's usually taken) haha. Trust me it was hard trying to register, I eventually want on yahoo answers to ask my fellow Koreans to translate the registration form. D: Luckily, someone did and I got to register but I can't fill in my personal information or anything haha. My first status update was, "lee wan saranghae." Figure out the translation yourselves. XD

Okay all noona's and oppa's, time to say goodnight! :)

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-Cinney.

august 4th

2009-08-04T18:18:00.001-07:00

Mood: Discontent.
Listening to: Breathe Me by Sia, Heaven by F.T Island, Last Farewell by Big Bang, Bury Me Alive by Saosin.
Reading: High School Debut.
Watching: SHOWS: 8 Simple Rules.

What up n*****'s and o****'s? No, that's not the word you think it is. xD So basically a lot has happened the past...4-5 days? Check it out.

1) Buffalo Days: So I talked about Buffalo Days in my last blog. It's basically a little fair/amusement park that comes every year in the summer. I went again on Sunday. It was way better! I just did a lot of walking around the park and what not. There was even a butterfly exhibit! :) It was amazing! The butterflies were the size of my hand (they're real) and they were flying around this plastic room. It was super neat and the butterflies were really pretty! If you stuck your hand out, a butterfly would immediately go on it and stay there for a long time. I only got one though whilst my whole family kept getting a lot.

I did go on a couple of rides. Just the two fireballs. The one that it a roller coaster and goes in a circle and the claw one.

They also had mini stores in the other exhibits. I went to this pop cultural one and bought a Pink Floyd poster! :) I love it but I'm still waiting to put it up alongside my Beatles poster too. I was joking around with my mom when I was like, "Do you and your husband want to buy me that Bob Marley lion zion blanket?" My mom was like yeah right and two seconds later my step father was paying $50 (originally $60) for this beautiful and really soft Bob Marley blanket. XD I had a really good time.

2) Old Photos/Stock Photos: I recently came across my mother's extra hard drive for her pictures etc. I found the cutest and funniest photos! Some were really good picture quality so I turned them into stock photos. Here's some photos when I was 9/10 - I was really tall when I was kid (still am)- there with my brothers etc. I'm the only girl haha - Christmas 2005:

I even got Christmas 2006:

There was way more trust me, xD. Bahaha. Here are two cute stock photos:

I also found these two which I deviously added: :) enjoy.

3) Deviant Photos: About a week ago I did a minor shoot with my cousin, Sage. :) We did some glamour/beauty shots (they didn't turn out too successful and some natural portraits at her house. I liked the natural portraits but she has most of them which I need to edit. Haha. Click here to see all the images on Deviant. I'll show you 1 glamour shot and the rest of the natural portraits. We did 2 shoots.

Okay. Guess what happened also? I was writing some usual lyrics and I got really inspired because I found myself posting it on DA. D: Insane I know! It's really cheesy lyrics, bahaha. It was one of the verses of a song called 'Crystaline.' Beware.

Warm me up and be my air.
I feel you deepening inside of me.
I feel our swords are crossed as one.
When I write these words, I cry.
Not going to hide everything from myself,
Because I can't hold it in any longer.
You're the one that I'm screaming for more,
You're the one that has to be my handlebar.
Your greasy hair is my winter mittens,
Your arms are the ocean that is covering me,
Your eyes are the windows of my body,
Your chest is protecting me here.
The lanes that fold through your body,
I want them to fold through me.
The clouds drifted away from us, left without us.
I forgot about it when I was lying on you,
You, warming me up and letting me breathe your air,
Is the greatest gift I've ever received.

4) Full House!: I always save the best for last! OKAY. I finally finished watching the infamous Full House!

The ending = HORRIBLE, WRETCHED, NOTHING! Why does every single drama do this to me? Memories in Bali was an excellent drama with the best ending every but this shows nothing. Basically what happened is Young Jae finally confessed to Ji Eun that he loves her etc. and she accepts his married ring - Min Hyuk and Hye-Won come over for supper, they're all friends and the last parts are recaps of all the 'good times' with Young Jae and Ji Eun. So lame. :/ But I finally finished it. Which drama shall I watch now? D: Go back to Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang? Noo. I don't know but I'll figure it out til' next blog.

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I'll make sure to write July 14th PART II soon!
I'm ready High School Debut online, it's so good! :D
+ 8 Simple Rules is getting good too. Just re-runs.

-Cinney.

july 31st

2009-07-31T20:40:00.000-07:00

Mood: Depressed.
Listening to: Good Girls Go Bad by Cobra Starship (ft. Leighton Meester).
Reading: -hopefully,maybe- High School Debut.
Watching: SHOWS: The O.C, Full House.

Hey! D: Sorry for not posting in like ages! Not too much has been going on lately. Just a couple of topics to cover...(and re-cover from my last blog!)

1) My "Samsung" Voyager: So, to cover that up quickly from my last blog...the guy told me it was a Samsung Voyager and I was pretty blonde not to notice the 'LG' right on my phone and on the screen the pm says, 'LG Voyager.' So excuse my blonde mistakes. My phone really looks like this...

2) The Yearly Fair: So the yearly fair/amusement park that comes to town - Buffalo Days/the Ex'hibition' came. It's still going on actually. It was on Wednesday, yesterday, today, tomorrow and Sunday. I went yesterday, was supposed to go today and was also supposedly supposed to go tomorrow also but it's so damn expensive for ride passes - $40. I went yesterday anyways and it was kind of a big turn off. I realized there wasn't that many rides and I didn't get to go on the ones I wanted to go on. The crazy mouse, roller coaster fireball, polar express, mega drop, merry-go-round, starship, orbiter, Niagara Falls and the infamous slingshot (you have to pay $50 to go on it). I only went on a couple actually and my friend still has my money. -.- I didn't even make it til' night when they turn on the vibrant lights...FAIL.

3) Big Bang Fanfictions: So everybody knows who the band Big Bang is right? They're a K-POP (Korean pop) band who is now making their Japanese debut in Japan. :) I've liked them for awhile but I don't think I've really talked about them. Everyone knows I don't really like mainstream pop music but this is based in Asia so I don't mind because Big Bang somehow reels me in. :D They used to look so amazingly G...

...but they somehow decided to tone it down a bit. According to Wikipedia:

"Big Bang adopted the "hip hop" image concept, with some of the members slanting their caps in many promotional photos, live performances, music videos, and even having cornrows (most notably Taeyang) during the early days of their career. The group continued this image concept for the rest of 2006 and into 2007 until the release of their mini-album Always, which showcased the group in a more preppy-ish punk style, sporting modern day fashion (such as the skinny jeans with Converse or high-top sneakers as seen within the music video of their song "Lies"). Moving further away from the "gangster" look, Taeyang also cut off his cornrows into a faux hawk. Additionally, Big Bang has been noted for being a fashionable group,[3] inspiring teenagers with street-originated flamboyant style."

Well, at least they don't try to look baggy a lot so really I have no comment to it. They're new look, looks good too - it's just I focus more on their music then the way they look.

Man - I just got way off topic there! D: Anyways, back to what I was trying to say before I was discussing Big Bang's style. Everybody knows I write fanfictions right? Those of you who don't...I'll quote the definition again. x] Defintion one:

"A piece of fiction within a fandom utilizing characters and situations from a pre-existing work including (but not limited to) books, television programs, films, and comic strips."

:) Or for a bitter description of which I write is definition two:

"Fiction written by fans for other fans about the fandoms that they like. Usually the author takes the characters and/or the setting of the fandom and writes a new or continuing plot. Sometimes they write crossovers."

Get the topic? Hopefully you do! So anyways, people request which bands (I don't do movies/books/tv shows) or sometimes manga/anime series they'd like me to do a fanfiction of on buzznet. Usually I end up doing American powerpop/rock/alternative bands in the Decaydance/Fueled By Ramen labels but this really surprised me when someone was like, "Hey Maddi/Cinney, what up?! I noticed on your profile's 'what you're listen to now' had Big Bang's Foolish Love - it's sweet that some people in buzznet like Big Bang! Then I noticed you let people request fanfictions. You should do Big Bang!" It kind of just shook my and I thought yes, yes I should! :) So immediately I decided I would. I'll make casting calls on my journal with the characters everyone could apply for plus which band mate they'd get (Taeyang, Seungri etc.) and relapse to it. I was going to do one-shots (just a single chapter for each character/their bandmate) but this definitely sounded better! I'm even going to post chapters on my blog! Excited?! I am! I'm still preparing and deciding if the characters should have Korean names or English names..hm. Anywho, you shall be expecting that soon!

4) My Manga/Story: So remember when I posted that one vector picture a long time ago on my deviant? If you don't here's what it was:

I said if people liked it I would write a follow-up story to it. People liked it. I'm working on it! I have the intro so far and working on the first strip for the first chapter. Here's a preview (the intro) click the picture to see the full version. :) You'll love it!

It's basically Japanese-based love story between two girls (long story to that) with a really stupid plot. xD It had to be two girls, by the way because when I was doing the original vector image - I lost my pen for my wacom/bamboo tablet and it's way too hard to draw boys freestyle without my pen tablet! >.< So whatever two girls. The introduction might seem a little off (the girl with the brown hair is the purple-haired girl above - just so you're not confused). I'm still working on it...but hopefully it'll be up soon! :D

5) Full House: I've been getting a lot of e-mails on how come I'm not updating everyday with at least Full House news. So I've been through a couple episodes already without you guys...basically here's how it is now:

//Note:// if you have mozilla firefox it might look a bit off.

How it happened? The two break up because Young Jae feels guilty towards Hye Won because she now loves him and has known her too long to hurt her so he becomes too sympathetic and Ji Eun becomes saddened. Hye Won finally gave up an episode after and Young Jae was happy to finally be able to go to Ji Eun and confess his feelings and everything...but of course when he walks in he accidentally witnesses Min Hyuk and Ji Eun together and when Min Hyuk is caressing her face in sympathy (she's crying because she wants Young Jae to love her) it looks like Min Hyuk's kissing her so Young Jae becomes mad. Then the next day Ji Eun is surprised to see Young Jae sleeping in his bed (he was getting a new apartment when they broke up) - then meanwhile, Young Jae's father becomes overwhelmed with reporters appearing at his office talking about Ji Eun and Young Jae's marriage being a fake set-up and then Young Jae's father discovers the truth about their relationship (except for the fact that they really do like each other)...hm, then he goes over to Young Jae's and Ji Eun's house "full house" and slaps Young Jae - Ji Eun keeps apologizing/feels bad yadayadayada... she then goes over to Young Jae's parents house to apologize and Young Jae's father (calmly) tells her she must have had her reasons but don't ever bother them again or call them father, grandmother and mom. D: So then she feels really guilty and breaks up with Young Jae. I know...and now there are only 2 episodes left. I'm really scared because I might just finish it off today. If I do I'll probably right a huge blog about the last of Full House and then a review or if I don't finish it tonight it'll probably be pushed off until the Sunday. I hope it isn't though. I wonder...what shall I watch when I'm finished? Hm...

Well, that's it for today. I just remembered I still have to post July 15th - PART II. I'll do that sometime later. x] Check yeah guys later.

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Any suggestions on new dramas?
I'm really into Korean but Japanese/Taiwanese are cool too.
:)

-Cinney/Maddi.

july 24th

2009-07-24T17:33:00.000-07:00

Mood: Content.
Listening to: Lisztomania by Phoenix.
Reading: Blogs.
Watching: SHOWS: The After Show. MOVIES: Sex Drive, The Hangover.

Sorry I haven't blogged for awhile! D: I've been caught up in some stuff. Basically here's how the past days have been...

I went swimming yesterday. Problem was I went on complete obligation and I didn't check the weather - so me and Alyssa were freezing in the water and not to mention when we came out! I was anxiously awaiting when I'd get my new cell phone and I finally got it! It's so amazing! It has a touch screen and it pulls out a keyboard. Plus it has like a built in media player/music player. I also bought a 1gb memory card for it so I put a lot of music on it. :) I DON'T NEED TO BUY AN IPOD ANYMORE! Yay!

It's a Samsung Voyager! c:

I finally watched The Hangover! Thank gosh! It is so hilarious! I seen a preview for it like a couple months before it came out and I was so psyched! c: I finally seen it though so it's all good! It was so funny!

I watched a lot of Full House! :D I'll edit this blog later with the updates because I want to watch this movie again and have a nap! It's been a long day...

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Did you like The Hangover?
Isn't my cell phone awesome?!
:D

-Cinney.

July 20th

2009-07-20T22:17:00.001-07:00

Mood: Relinquished.
Listening to: PHOENIX! x] & Coconut Records.
Reading: Blogs.
Watching: SHOWS: Full House. MOVIES: Zack and Miri - Make a Porno.

How's everyone doing since 1/2AM? I've been doing okay. My friend Alyssa got sick and she couldn't go to Scarth Place so I took a cab and went alone. I budgeted carefully and only spent $50. :D BETTER THEN USUAL! I got mostly little numerous things. I was in HMV for awhile because they had The O.C - SEASON 4, the only O.C there and it's the last one I need to buy. But I decided not to get it. :/ I got the Phoenix's new CD Wolfgang Amadeus! I also got sweet marble nail polish (I couldn't take a picture of it because of the bad lightening wouldn't catch the colors) it has black/purple/turquoise and it's really pretty! C: I also got new make-up brushes and two new key chains to put on my cell phone but since mine is disconnected right now I put it on my wallet, haha.

I still have my eye infection. :'( But I'm still reppin' in style.

Have you guys ever liked a band so much but then not too long after decided that there songs were annoying and weren't that great anymore? Like listening to it for the fourth time was sickening already? I can name a lot of bands that I've only listened to their songs once and never liked them again after. A couple of examples:

The Devil Wears Prada

Metro Station

/playradoplay!, bane etc.

I might just be tripping on Playradioplay! but the other bands I can't seem to stand anymore. Maybe I just don't like The Devil Wears Prada and Bane because I'm not really into the whole metal scene anymore. I still like some bands that can be classified in the main genre of metal like - The Holly Spring Disaster(<3 love this guys a lot), Comeback Kid, Misery Signals etc. - I still like most of those bands. Metro Station - SCREW THAT! I thought it was good when I first heard Kelsey. Now I'm just really annoyed. :/ Well, you can't change what your brain generates. /editing/ wait, this is embarrassing saying I even liked metro station... /editing/

FULL HOUSE ELEVATION TIME! So I watched episode 9 yesterday! :) A lot has changed! >.< Through last nights episode it was insane. It was seriously crazy and I really can't cover all of it. You can watch the show at mysoju.com but I've been watching them on YouTube for some reason. Okay here's how it is... *and if your too lazy skip the next paragraph and look at the shorter time line picture.*

Han Ji Eun comes home from Yoo Min Hyuk's birthday supper and she tells Lee Young Jae that he wants her to like her. He flips out. She explains just as friendship. He's awkward. After all that Ji Eun asks Young Jae to invite Min Hyuk over. He disagrees but the next day says he already invited him over. On the way to Ji Eun/Young Jae's house Min Hyuk finds one of Ji Eun's best friends -*insert [her] name here*- and she accidentally spills the secret about Ji Eun and Young Jae not really being married as it's a fake engagement on a settlement they did. Min Hyuk is confused for awhile. Young Jae attempts to make Min Hyuk jealous when he visits their house and makes a plan up for Ji Eun to pretend she has to throw up (I thought before it was to make it look like Min Hyuk disgusts her) and then he says he has to go and Ji Eun does it only to Young Jae yells in happiness she's pregnant (a lie). After he leaves Young Jae asks Ji Eun to go to dinner with her. She becomes excited (because we realized she already fell for him) and is supposed to meet him at the diner. Meantime, Young Jae really goes with Hye Won (Hye Won meets with Min Hyuk beforehand to tell him that she's not going to mop around anymore and she's going to forget about him) for drinks. Then we realize Hye Won doesn't want to be alone so is definitely manipulating Young Jae. Ji Eun waits until the diner closes but Young Jae still doesn't come. She finally goes home and waits up for him but he doesn't return until morning. They fight and both yell out, "They don't mean anything to each other anyway." Then during a thunderstorm Ji Eun leaves and she becomes stranded at a phone booth. Young Jae becomes very worried but Ji Eun doesn't want to call him. She calls Min Hyuk, who comes almost immediately. He takes her to his house and she ends up falling asleep. Min Hyuk phones Young Jae and tells him she's at his house. Young Jae worriedly and desperately says he's coming right away to pick her up but Min Hyuk says no she fell asleep and he'll return her later but Young Jae persists. Then Min Hyuk finally says, "He's going to do everything to take her away from him." Beforehand, while Young Jae was doing a photoshoot Min Hyuk stopped by and told him "not to underestimate me" - meaning he definitely wants Ji Eun. EPISODE ENDS! It was pretty crazy and I hope I can do a good recap whenever I blog next. It might be longer depending on when I blog. Hopefully, tomorrow - I'm thinking so. If you were too lazy to read all that here's the love triangle/time line of the moment:

In another news. You guys know the model/(glad to hear [ex] scene queen), Audrey Kitching? Well, lately I've been following her on twitter and reading a lot of her blogs on buzznet. It isn't lately actually it's been awhile I just keep forgetting about the topic for awhile. She joined buzznet around the time I did so I saw her stuff beforehand (didn't like her then) and I'm so surprised how much she's grown as a person. I looked through all of her photos and I'm pretty impressed in the 4 year time line. I think it's amazing. I really enjoy reading her blogs and such. :) Just thought I'd mention this some time.

I'm still wrapped around these cousy barbie blankets but I didn't get to watch Vicky Cristina Barcelona yesterday! It's not on the free movie channels anymore and I didn't want to buy it today...so I started to watch "Zack and Miri Make a Porno" and it's pretty hilarious so far. I'm going to finish it tonight and maybe finish Romeo and Juliet (Japanese version).

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Any new Asian movies out I should know of?
Was [I Love You, Beth Cooper] any good - or too much of a teen flick?
Any links thats work for G@me - tell me!

P.S THE USED'S NEW SONG "BLOOD" IS OUT...but how come my computer won't let me listen to it? The Used is my all time favorite band (FACT) after The Beatles (just to be safe). Please can anyone give me links or maybe I can just YouTube it...

-Cinney.

July 19th

2009-07-20T00:16:00.000-07:00

Mood: Getting there.
Listening to: A lot of Nirvana/MGMT/Passion Pit.
Reading: Blogs.
Watching: SHOWS: Full House.

/editing/ so it's technically the 20th but let's just say it's the 19th because it's like 45029385AM. /editing/

Hi! :) How is everyone doing? I went to my dad's ~~today~~ - man it's already 1 AM and I told myself I'd be going to bed at 9 when I was tired but I somehow passed that point. Guess what? I found my glasses!

Oh Gee my laptop/glasses are getting so worn out. I'm going to the eye doctor's soon so I can get a stronger prescription and new glasses. I can't seem to give up my laptop though...maybe I'll buy a new hard drive because I can't fit anything on it anymore. You know how hard it is to maintain 45Gs? All my music are splattered on random CDs and I usually just buy CDs/vinyls now. My mom's husband has a sweet record player. I've used it a couple times and it's beyond cool. :)

I'm getting pretty tired now. I think I'm going to watch Vicky Cristina Barcelona or Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 before I go to bed. It seems like a good deal! :) I'm wrapped in the sweetest blankets ever. They're really comfy and warm!

Today I'm meeting up with Alyssa and we're going to go down the Scarth and do some "window shopping" maybe get a cute outfit from dots. :D I've already planned to get some hair dye. OH MY GOSH - FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS! I finally settled on a hair color. I'm probably going to regret this but I'm going to a darker brown. I've had that platinum blonde for a good 6 months and if I wouldn't have dyed it a dark caramel color I probably would've kept it like that. But I've settled on this. Anyways, I'll have to find out when I'm getting that done. - Moving on...I was planning on buying some hair dye (a highlighter color) so I can dye some parts of my left-over platinum extensions. I'm feeling content with the color and I can take it out any time so it's a win-win. :) I also need to buy Coconut Records new "Davy" CD. Anyone who has it, you're extremely lucky and I'm extremely jealous!

I've been pretty M.I.A lately with everything and everyone. I got an eye infection from when I was in Waterton...a bug came in it (disgusting and it really hurt) and I didn't notice for awhile and I kept putting on eyeliner. Horrible mistake! I forgot my eye drops at my moms so I have to get some tomorrow + I'm still figuring out how to cover my eye. The infection isn't in my eye - underneath it. D= So it's going to be impossible to see out of it tomorrow haha.

My deviantART has recently been updated with the Waterton photos. I will make a July 16th PART II really soon so you can see them. If you don't want to wait go to my deviantART page. Or if your too lazy - settle on this:

It's really nothing, I can't show my face in photos until my eye clears up so this is the only thing you'll get from me.

I'm still watching Full House! I was getting right into it. I finally got up to episode 7 and I was going insane! I kept replaying and jumping around whispering (it was like 2 AM), "JI EUN CONFESSED! JI EUN CONFESSED!" I really needed to go to bed and promised myself I would when I finished that episode but I had to continue to watch! XP IT WAS TOO GOOD! Then I went to episode 8 and I knew the confession (Han Ji Eun confessed to Young Jae that she was falling in love with him) was too good to be true. Young Jae laughs and says she is getting better at jokes and then she times out and pretends it was a joke...but I'm sort of glad too. Young Jae better be the one to give the true confession. Oh and get this - now Min Hyuk likes Ji Eun! >___< Young Jae is becoming jealous! Now he knows how Ji Eun feels about him always seeing Hye Won! --Okay...this might be really confusing to everyone who doesn't watch Asian [Korean/Taiwanese/Japanese] dramas or didn't watch Full House but you can still get into it! Basically this is how it is:

*click the images because they don't fit on my blog, lmaoo.*

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Is there any new Asian movies out?
Please suggest some! xD
I'm going through Japanese ones right now.
Anyone seen G@me? It's looks really sexy hahaha =P
BUT IT DOESN'T WORK ON MYSOJU.
Give me links!

-Cinney.

July 18th

2009-07-18T15:36:00.001-07:00

Mood: Greasy.
Listening to: Paralyzed by The Used, Empty Sighs and Wine/Hills like White Elephants by Isles & Glaciers.
Reading: My blog.
Watching: SHOWS: Ghost Whisperer, Full House. MOVIES: Romeo and Juliet (Japanese version), Sugar and Spice.

This is just going to be a quick blog! I still need to carry on with July 16th - PART II. I'm thinking of maybe doing that later tonight or tomorrow afternoon. Who knows?

So it's the weekend. Saturday, to be technical. I might go to the mall today and buy some new pumps. I really want high heels. :/ Maybe I won't though because all the nice ones from Aldo/Sterling are quite expensive. I'm supposed to go to the movies around 6 today too. I Love You, Beth Cooper! Is it any good? That's the movie my friends and I intended to watch. But I don't think I'm going to go because I also did make other plans to see it on Sunday night with different friends.

Sasktel Summer Invasion is coming up. I'm going to skip it this year - looks pretty crappy. Mobile, Default, Kardinal Offishall, Our Lady Peace etc. are playing. Looks pretty boring. D:

I really have nothing else to blog with. I think I might go back blonde...or just go darker. I'm thinking darker. o___o

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Well, going to go! :D
Peace my homeskillletz!

Love,
Cinney.

July 16th - PART I.

2009-07-16T13:56:00.000-07:00

Mood: Crappy.
Listening to: A Love to Kill OST, Empty Sighs and Wine by Isles & Glaciers, Infinity by Girl Next Door.
Reading: http://slumberdoll.deviantart.com
Watching: SHOWS: Canada's Next Top Model, America's Next Top Model, ~~A Love to Kill~~, Full House, Atashinchi no Danshi. MOVIES: He Was Cool, I Like It Hot.

This blog is going to be extremely long because;
1) I haven't posted in ages.
2) So much pictures for my DeviantART posts.
3) I went on a trip and forgot about Blogger. XD
4) I've been watching so much dramas/movies it's been hard to keep up.
I'll break it up to two parts. I have no idea when I'll post the second one.

TOPIC 1: "Insert here"'s Next Top Model - So as everyone knows, I'm completely obsessed with Canada's Next Top Model. The third season just finished yesterday (today for people who watch it on MTV). Everyone will probably wait until tomorrow to read my blog because I was so excited to see it I decided to watch it on the Fashion Channel a day early. ;/ LMAO. So the last episode - came down to three contestants. What they usually do is eliminate one after a photoshoot in the first half hour. I was scared because it came down to - MEGHAN & NIKITA. Eventually (thankfully, gratefully) Nikita was eliminated.

So long, bakka.

So after that the two remaining contestants - Linsay and Meaghan got to do their first ever runway fashion show. I'm not going to lie Linsay's walk was pretty decent. I think when they reached episode 7 where Maryam was still in it - it was already decided who Canada's Next Top Model. A huge shock came while I was setting up Sims and the judges were finally announcing who won...Congratulations:

That's right. Meaghan won. It's kind of crazy - I was hoping she'd win but now that I think of it, doesn't really suit her...it made more sense for Lindsay to win. Man. :( They did this last season.

TOPIC 2: New York Photos/Photoshop - My sister let me borrow her photographs from her trip to Manhattan, New York. Amazing, eh? So technically I wasn't the mastermind photographer in it. Just the editor/pixel worker. BAHAHAHA. I need to stop saying "pixel worker." Here are some of my favorites.

To see full views/better quality images and more of the photos go: to my DeviantART = AristocracyART.

+ / Add on: I have my photoshop back and it's running good! It somehow fixed itself on my computer. I'm so lucky! :D Bahahaha.

TOPIC 3: Asian Dramas - When I look at my last blog posting I just started watching Full House and mentioned an interest in watching A Love To Kill. So basically here is what happened... I watched A Love To Kill. Finished it actually. It was probably one of the most stressful dramas I've ever watched - right beside What Happened In Bali. Don't the two look like twins?

Probably not... there is a huge difference in both. Ha Ji Won vs. Shin Min-Ah. Ha Ji Won definitely looks like she'd win in a fight. However, BI (Rain) vs. Jo In Sung...Jo In Sung would be taken down...but we both realized Jo In Sung isn't scared - just regretful! -.- Sorry, it brings me back to those precious memories in the Memories of Bali era. :/

I FINISHED A LOVE TO KILL, anywho. Crazy? Yes. I already read the whole 'A Love to Kill' wikipedia so the ending wasn't that great for me or maybe it was because I just wanted to finish it badly. Lmfao.

I am now watching "Atashinchi no Danshi" WHICH OH MY GOSH - isn't Korean! It's Japanese! 0___0 I know. It just ended like last Friday. I seen it and stuff but I wasn't quite interested in watching it until I accidentally viewed a fan video of Horikita Maki & __insert name here__guy who plays Sho__.

So then I found out there was some romance! :) I only watch Asian dramas with romance. Kind of my thing. x] There is only 11 episodes so it's easy to keep up with.

I'm going to be watching the 10th sometime tonight. I actually really suggest watching it. I find it really similar to Hana-Kimi minus Oguri Shun. + It has Seto Koji!

I find it hard to believe how easily he can change his character from this drama to Hiro in Koizora.

Normal Koji left - Koizora Koji right.

P.S Still watching Full House!

TOPIC 4: [Korean] Movies - I've been right up their watching movies like crazy. I might even decide (I'm debating currently) to watch Hello Schoolgirl. Just maybe... I watched "He Was Cool" and I was pretty impressed...

The protagonists were excellent actors and I thought they were both really cute. Girl = Cute/pretty/beautiful. Guy = hot/sexy/gorgeous. :] Then when I was searching around on YouTube some pretty awesome dramas to watch. I found one called "My 19 Year Old Sister In Law" sounded good and the lead girl in He Was Cool = Jung Da Bin. Upon finding out she died - killer herself from suicide. I just wanted to cry. I then found out on some internet YouTube videos that the percentages of Korean girls are rising upon suicide. That's really scary... She died young, anyways.

R.I.P Jung Da Bin! I'll still be watching your dramas and movies!

Another movie I watched was: I Like It Hot/Hellcats.

Well, the movie is insane. ~~I'm still figuring out if Kim Min Hee plays Ah-Mi or Ahn So-Hee does.~~ Thank you hancinema.net for informing me that Ahn So-Hee plays the teenager. :D That's good. But it didn't really matter because my focus out of the whole movie was the guy with the guitar/acoustic wonder/*I won't type him as this but the movie did* - wannabe rocker - Kim Heung-soo. :)

Any more Korean movies you suggest? I've already seen 100 Days with Mr. Arrogant (trust me I own it and I've had it before I had an Asian obsession). That's pretty much the big thing oversees or Asian fans. x]

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That's it for now. PCE.
Hope I can post PART II soon.

Love&*
Cinney.

june 28th

2009-06-28T23:53:00.001-07:00

Mood: Frightened.
Listening to: Young Folks by Peter Bjorn and John/Fate by Why.
Reading: Stuff White People Like.
Watching: Shows: Full House, Gossip Girl.

I'M HERE. I KNOW LIKE AMAZING! LDSKJGFADLKGJADLZLZLASFA. Wow - for crazy spazz attack. Well, now that I think of how things are going in my life, I'm surprised I still didn't have an anxiety attack. Just for little things they occur but I seem to appear pretty happy but (*how can I put this in words that don't sound horribly corny) I'm burnt in the inside. FAIL! A couple of topics to corner.

1) I'm watching a new drama. Korean; because it always is. xD It's called "Full House" and you've probably already seen it.

The first episode I wasn't really loving but these endings are getting so good and actually when I was looking at the actors for Full House's dramawiki - my first reaction was Bi (Rain) - the one who plays Young Jae isn't hot. But now that I look at him, he's extremely sexy. :) Seriously just looking at his Wikipedia he must be really rich right now. His occupations: singer, dancer, model, actor, CEO and designer. Just looking at "CEO" means he has a lot going for him. He definitely should stay away from the alkpop media!

Now basically in love with him, I want to see another drama he stars in "A Love To Kill" which I seen before but I have no idea why I didn't want to see it. It did look pretty cute. :) Maybe I will but I should finish Full House because I mean I already forgot about Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang. XD

2) I need to get some new photographs for DeviantART, I know! Soon!

That's all I can cover for now.
Movies tomorrow - Year One?
Exciting, it's a matinee!
=D

-Maddi

june 21st

2009-06-21T18:22:00.000-07:00

Mood: Positive but scared.
Listening to: Lies for the Liars (album) by The Used & Could I Have This Kiss Forever by Enrique Igelsias/Whitney Houston (LOL).
Reading: alkpop.com artist news
Watching: Shows: Delightful Girl Choon Hyang. Movies: The Haunting of Sorority Row, Jenny and Juno, Marrying the Mafia I & Dazed and Confued.

=D HEY CYBERZ. So this might be a really lengthy blog but just try to stick around because I'll put all the interesting stuff at the end! I basically need to cover SE7EN SYX topics.

1) Delightful Girl Choon Hyang; I've been so ecstatic lately because I just realized I've actually watched more than half of a 55-episode[d] drama! That's like literally impossible for me! I've only watched dramas that where 25 episodes and under. I attempted to watch, 'It Started With a Kiss' the first one, which has 30 episodes. I got to about the 7/8th episode and it's just sitting on my 'favorites/bookmarks.' Any who, I got to episode 44 of We Got Married but the problem is on http://mysoju.com - it's "under repair" as some of the videos don't work due to subtitle or audio mishaps. So I have to wait until it is repaired! -.- So until then I've been finding other dramas to watch. I was debating on if I should watch, Delightful Girl Choon Hyang or not. I ended up watching it as it is only 17-episodes long *teehee. xD I'll make sure I finish it by the end of the week! :)

2) ASIAN MOVIES BEING FINISHED!; I can't believe it but I went through all the Korean movies (through most favorites) to find good Korean movies to watch because the drama I was watching had lengthy episodes so I had to make sure not to put my computer on standby when I went upstairs to get water or went to the bathroom or fix my blankets so I decided on some (I find Koreans make the best at everything. For me; they make my favorite food, music and television! I like the Japanese, Malaysian, Taiwanese and Chinese culture too! Filipinos rock, also!) movies to watch. I picked three: Marrying the Mafia (the first one), Jenny and Juno, and Love Phobia. I didn't get to watch Love Phobia because I forgot about it halfway through deliberation. Jenny, Juno (not really Jenny and Juno), I decided to watch first because it looked so cute!

Click here - to find out what the movies about.

About halfway through the movie I was tempted to stop and put on the other one but it just kept dragging me back in until I successfully finished it! It was great! :) -- Then about a half an hour later it's about around 3 AM so I decide to watch, Marrying the Mafia! It was cool - a lot of swearing haha. But it was pretty funny. :) Not something I'd watch any other time. It's basically about a guy who finds a girl in her bed and they both wonder if they did anything. Her later realizes he took her virginity, she's the daughter of a mafia boss and it's either marriage or murder. I'll give you a link for a better description! xD

Click here - for information on the film.

3) SCHOOL'S OUT; Well, for you guys it's out! I know that for a fact. I missed all of last week so I'm kind of scared to go for the last three days. But I have to pull through for this. I need to go through the humiliation quickly. -.- I can't wait until it's out! Everyone's graduation is over, time to party!

4)I'm moving; I can't believe it! I've lived with my mom in this same house for can you believe it - fourteen years! That's literally insane! I'm moving in with my dad. I'm kind of excited because he spoils me a lot and he's pretty wealthy. But I need to make sure I don't become a richbytch - but I can totally see it happening. I'm moving in soon but I'll be switching back and forth through summer. >;0 Can't believe it, bro! It's crazy.

You know what? I think I'll keep the rest a secret! Oh yeah, and I've been totally addicted to YouTube videoblogs and make-up videos! I especially like xteener's make-up videos, they're really helpful. c=

See you guys later!

june 18th

2009-06-18T11:59:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sick -.- still.
Listening to: Big Bang *lollipop & my heaven.
Reading: Nothing!
Watching: We Got Married (episode 41! teehee!).

Woah! Can you believe I haven't blogged in 10 STRAIGHT DAYS! That's not a good thing so no WOOing. xD I have some good news and some bad news.

BAD NEWS
1) Somebody stole my Motorola Rzer cell phone and my father is freaking out!
2) Somebody, aside of that, also stole my $37-Christian Dior cover-up and $27-MAC eyeliner brush.
3) I'm going to Banff, Alberta instead of Vancouver, British Columbia! >.< Fail.
4) I still have this weird sickness - strep throat!

GOOD NEWS
1) I finally got my very expensive Skullcandy DJ headphones - but (this should probably partly be in the bad news section) were more money. $66 in total, so now I owe my mom money.

I just realized there is more bad news than good news! >;0 Oh and everybody hates me because I didn't go to their graduation. I wasn't aloud to because I'm still sick. o_o I actually wanted to go and see everyone looking at their very best. ;D haha. OH AND A NEW DEVIANTART PHOTO!

I took it awhile ago with the other brillant photos but I didn't edit it until today so then I posted it. c; Haha. On a completely random note, I WANT TO LIVE WITH A RICH FILIPINO FAMILY! Or any (non-rich) Asian family. Hahaha. PLEASE, SANTA - MAKE MY WISH COME TRUE!

Well, I'm going to go nap. Still sick. ;/

- Maddi.

너의 사랑 너무 힘이 든다고 거친 바람처럼 등을 돌려 버리고
모자랐던 이해 불투명한 미래 더 이상 참을 수가 없었지.

june 8th

2009-06-08T22:18:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sick.
Listening to: Jewels by Alice Nine. Reading: -.-
Watching: We Got Married.

I don't have much time to blog so I will lay it all in three points. c:

1. I am sick and have been for awhile thus missing alot of school. I found out I have Tonscilities.

2. Well, I have been at home sleeping, eating I got a new obsession. WE GOT MARRIED - KOREAN VARIETY REALITY SHOW! I know it's a year old already but it's still amazing and really funny! My favorite couple is Crown J and In Young! <3 Oh and of course I love Solbi & Andy too. I even think Hyung Jung and Hwang Bo are cute too - Hyung Jung is so awkward though! >.< God.

3. I want to dye my hair. Suggestions?

-Maddi.

june 5th

2009-06-06T10:08:00.001-07:00

Mood: Scared: (to be next to a dead fish).
Listening to: Koishute by UVERworld. Reading: Something Happened.
Watching: Hana Yori Dango Final.

MY TOP 3 FAVORITE KOREAN DRAMAS: TOOK FOREVER TO CREATE, POST, AND UPLOAD (ONTO HERE AND YOUTUBE!)

june 3rd

2009-06-03T18:31:00.000-07:00

Mood: Greasy ;/.
Listening to: Devil Beside You by The Used.
Reading: Something Happened.
Watching: Hana Yori Dango; Season 2.

Hello! I just blogged yesterday and now I'm blogging once again! :P Good things happening! My trip to placed around Canada has been planned. Asia will probably (definitely) be postponed. So I will be going to (officially) Vancouver or something. I'm not quite sure she asked me about it.

Just a short blog! No photos sorry! I'm having some troubles with my fish. Aiden can't fit the fish food in her mouth but the smaller one (Meezy) can. Weird. So now I have to try get him to eat some food. Meezy's eating too much!

- Maddi!

june 2nd

2009-06-02T15:29:00.000-07:00

Mood: Motivated.
Listening to: The Difference Between Medicine and Poison is in the Dose by Circa Survive.
Reading: Stuff White People Like.
Watching: American Teen/August Rush/I Love New York.

I forgot to blog yesterday and I only thought of it last night when I was unwilling to get out of bed because I was so exhausted and tired! They have this thing at EB Games where you can give them three of your games and then you get Sims 3 for FREE. I know SIMS 3 IS OFFICIALLY OUT TOMORROW! Anyways, I thought it was today and I forgot to give it to my mom to go and get it for me. But thank God, my friend told me it wasn't until June 3rd. So I calmed down a bit because like any other normal person I'm completely addicted to Sims.

Anyways, yesterday I went to the mall so I can complete some of my tasks to of things to buy. They had the sweater I wanted for only $25! So I bought it right away. Unusually, me and my best friend went to the pet store and an hour later found ourself buying two 'Neon Tetra' fish. I just looked it up, I thought it was called 'Penguin Tetra' but those were the bigger fish. So anyways, me and my bestie named the (girl and boy) fish Meezy (Shakira) and Aiden (Jeremiah) Gratinez (our last names together). They're so cute!

This is Aiden! c: Meezy is much smaller but she always steals Aiden's food.

Behind their names! xD Meezy is the small little girl fish (she's afraid of cameras abnormally because when you tap on the screen and try to play with her she just stays unscaredily). Her full name is Meezy Shakira Gratinez. We got her middle name weirdly! Lmao! When my friend and I both purchased the fish we went to Superstore (a Canadian Wal-Mart with JoeWear) and had to bring in the fish with us. So we're in the make-up section and I saw a Beyonce and I shouted, 'BEYONCE' and then we saw Shakira right beside her and chuckled right after and we're like, "SERIOUSLY, HER MIDDLE NAME HAS TO BE SHAKIRA!" Aiden's name came to us later because we had Meezy planned out already (I got it from a Mitchel Davis video called - Meezy) but Aiden's name was unplanned and it was supposed to rhyme with 'Meezy' but then I finally was like no he's bigger so they're not twins. When we were thinking of Aiden's name - which happens to be my favorite boy name (after Quinn) and she liked it to so - AIDEN. His middle name, Jeremiah just came to us randomly. I like the name so why not. We had a short second where we were debating it to be Jeremy - Jeremiah but the second one sounded better. SO AIDEN JEREMIAH AND MEEZY SHAKIRA GRATINEZ WAS BORN. We were so excited when we got them we're even have a baby shower! I know that's insane! >;0 But that day was amazing. Oh btw, the weather was sweet!

My new sweater is pretty baggy but I don't really feel like going back to Randy River and returning it. XD

Overall, it was a sweet time!

- Maddi. <3

may 31st

2009-05-31T12:17:00.001-07:00

Mood: Uncomfortable.
Listening to: Katie & I by Kill Paradise.
Reading: Stuff White People Like.
Watching: Borat/Harold & Kumar: Go To White Castle/Bride Wars.

Last day of the month! So sorry I haven't been blogging daily. I'm very committed to blogspot but barely blog. ^.^ I've just been away from the internet because I was out of town in Saskatoon/the Country. I had a really, really, really BORING time and now I only have two days left for the weekend (because I get Monday off). I only have $30 dollars right now but I'm thinking I should save it for a rainy day. o_o I might go to 13 Avenue which is a great street with cute little shops and antique stores. ^.^ So when I was in Saskatoon I only bought a book (which I've wanted for a very long time) called (get ready for it), "Stuff That White People Like." It's a very accurate book and I had alot of enjoyment reading it with my family. It basically including things like, "Having Black Friends, Coffee, Dave Chappelle, Religions Their Parents Don't Belong To, Indie Music" etc. I only had $20 when I went to I was very limited in spending money. I only took a couple photographs on the way back from Saskatoon. ^.^

I had the whole week planned but most of it's been cancelled. A little fair comes in town near the end of the school year and I thought it was here to me and my friend were supposed to go. My friend Guadalupe (Lupe) and I were supposed to chill out today and watch the MTV: Movie Awards but then she texted me to go to the movies I texted her saying, 'okay' and she texted back with I already asked someone. I was angered. So now I think I'm spending the Sunday alone watching the Movie Awards and I feel horrible. But the Mosaic culture festival is this week from Wednesday - Saturday. I am going Friday after school and all day Saturday. My favorite nationality to go to is the Filipino one. Then I like eating at the Chinese and Indian one. ^.^ The Carribean one also has amazing dancing but was a bit boring last year. >.< So hopefully this year it shines!

Well I was bored out of town I made a list of things to do on Microsoft OneNote. Like things I need to buy, books I need to read, music I need to download and movies I need to watch. I'll show you my list[s]:

▪ Bunny hug; randy river, american eagle etc.
▪ Cover Girl foundation powder; shoppers.
▪ Skull Candy headphones; HMV.
▪ Sims 3; zellers (anywhere handy).
ü Pony tails + brush; dollar store?
▪ Apple speakers; wal-mart.
▪ Plane ticket, hotel fees, food fees, spending money 4 Asia. (Taiwan/Korea/Philippines).
▪ 2012: Apocalypse book; chapters.
▪ Flats; ardenes, claires, somewhere cheap.
▪ Eye shadow; shoppers.
▪ Drawing supplies; dollar store OR hallmark.
▪ Head bands/hair stuff; dollar store.
ü Stuff White People Like book; chapters.
ü Shirt from brand name; wherever outlet.
▪ Pink Floyd/HIM + posters; HMV or Tramps.

Ones with; ü mean I bought them.

I especially need headphones, flats and foundation powder. The posters and apple speakers would be great too and Sims 3 comes out this in two days! Trust me all the Sims fans are going insane! I know I was definitely hyperventilating. * So I only have $30 this week to spend on some of those items. I think I might just get new headphones. -.- I don't know but I wanted to go by myself to an antique store. I'm kind of feeling edgy about that choice though. Especially when I feel some nausea (sp?) coming on from the 4 hour car ride which isn't that bad but felt like 8 hours.

Anyways, that's all that's going on for Maddi! So blog l8r. LOL.

- Maddi.

may 28th

2009-05-28T15:45:00.000-07:00

Mood: is experiencing dull pain.
Listening to: Party in Your Bedroom by CashCash.
Reading: Night World.
Watching: Hana Yori Dango: Season 1.

Hello, fellow cyberdorks! :D So I posted some new photographs on deviantART. I think I'll make a live feed at the side of my blog since I am so active in the deviantART world. I took some photographs off of deviantART just because I don't think they're really the deviantART material someone wants to see. ;/ I just felt a bit uneasy about them. So anyways, I'll show you them! Here are the one's I was a bit uneasy of posting:

Click for complete view.I like the last one and I'm sure I will probably end up posting it to my deviantART later. ^.^

And here are some photographs I did post to my deviant:

Click for complete view.Go to my deviant to view the photos in full view. I'd appreciate it. DOWNLOAD THEM TOO! C:

Anyways before I forget - about 5 minutes after posting these spectacular photos I got a note on deviant! It was basically about this website that wanted my photographs featured on it with my credit of course. They were saying I'd get more publicity because they got alot of hits and blahblahblah. ^.^ So if that's true I hope my deviantART becomes more famous because it's lacking faves and comments right now. -.- So basically they're site wants to publicate some of good photographs. They're looking for some good photographers and I just happen to be on their list. So I agreed. The website is called FringeFX.net and I think I'm about to become sponsored by them. What good news! :D

AFTER GOOD NEWS. Back to my new photographs. I said I'd have a new shoot featuring my hair. I have this really amazing lamp and I think I'll by using it for lightening in future shoots. The Egyption make-up was really fun to do! I did it by myself! *CLAPS* One of the photographs (one I just posted too) was actually taking this morning. As you can see the eye make-up is different. ^.^ Some more soon, definitely!

Well, anyways check out my deviant for high quailty versions of the photos episode. I'm also going to post a new video blog some time soon! :D STAY TUNED.

-Maddi.

le brune.

2009-05-27T15:16:00.000-07:00

Mood: Stumped.
Listening to: Metric.
Reading: Night World.
Watching: Smiling Pasta.

My trademark, also known as my white blonde hair is no longer blonde. I left it for normal light brown hair. ;/ I am kind of disappointed in this because I already miss the platinum. >_> Oh well. I don't have many shots yet but I will be sure to have some. I'm thinking of dying it again to hazlenut brown (darker) because it has these petty little blonde highlights I hate because now everybody is like, 'your hair is finally normal, dear.' Not what I was going for! But anyways here is just a fun webcam photo:

'see it's an extremely light brown and NORMAL.'

I'll have some new photo shots. c: And now that I take a look at these photographs - HAZLENUT BROWN, WAIT FOR ME!

On another note; as to dying my hair - I have a completely free week in Saskatoon. I would normally be skipping classes anyways, but I get to freely leave Saskatoon because my class is going on a 3-day Outdoor Ed. trip a bit out of town and I'm definitely not into camping plus I have a neurology appointment in Saskatoon so I'm just going to stay 2 extra days! :D Extremely happy because I hate school more than anyone in this world and I'm very shocked I haven't failed yet.

OH, I FORGOT! -.- I ALMOST GOT AN IN-SCHOOL SUSPENSION! Deadly facebook is to blame. Basically, what happened is I brought my digital camera to school and my friend took pictures at school and they put a fire on the grass which they took pictures of and then I posted it afterward. 1) We're not aloud to bring electronics to school. (It's an extremely harsh Catholic school). 2) I was accused of setting the school on fire. 3) I posted the photos online. Well, on that note I wasn't apart of the fire but all of my friends told me to post the pictures. Into peer pressure, I did! ;0 So I do take some responsibility. But instead of getting a suspension we have to clean-up the school courtyard for I think about two weeks. Our school is fairly clean I don't think it will be long-lasting for two weeks. >_< AND THAT HORRIBLE PRINCIPAL PRINTED OUT EVERYTHING ON MY FACEBOOK PAGE. I'm very pre-cautious of what I already put on my facebook so I'm not scared. Except they did print out everything including all of my notes and photo albums on facebook. ;0 SCARY. -- Now I hope they don't find any of my art or blogging websites. Lmfaoo.

Well, cyberdorks til' next time!
-Madddi.